| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2005 |
| Date of Death | 7/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,228 since 13/03/2007 |
| Creator |
Cody-Ann Tucker
Born asleep on 03/07/2005
19 weeks gestation
Due on 8/11/2005
My Baby Girl (daughter)
Mummy & Daddy
Stillborn
Baby Peanut Tucker
Miscarried on 09/08/2007
8 weeks gestation
Due on 21/03/2008
I never thought i would ever get pregnant as it never seemed to happen then one day i started to
feel sick so my sis inlaw suggested taking a test and so i did, i never imagined it would be
possitive but it was so i took 2 more tests all with the same result POSITIVE.
We were so happy and excited, we couldnt wait to meet you u were so longed for and very very loved,
we saw you on our first scan and u were jumping all around like a little fish we were so happy we
bought scan pics for all the family, everyone was so happy for us they all said i would be a
brilliant mum and Andrew an excellent Dad.
I had no morning sickness or cravings just felt nauseous then we had our second scan we couldnt wait
to find out if you were a boy or girl so we could finally choose a name for my little bump, so
mummy, Daddy, aunty sarah & aunty sharon all bundled into the room waiting to see what sex u
were and that was when the nurse looked at me and said those dreaded words, "i'm sorry to
tell you your babys dead" i couldnt believe it we all started crying, your aunties ran out of
the room crying, mummy & daddy were then shown into another room and told that we would be taken
to the labour ward to take a tablet to induce labour, i didnt understand how this could happen and
now they wanted me to take a tablet which to me felt like they were taking my baby away, if you were
inside me you were still mine to keep but i had to take the tablet and come back in 3 days, that was
awful, i had to go home knowing my baby was dead inside me and that in a few days i had to give
birth. I cried so much, your poor daddy was heartbroken, we all were. So the time came to go into
hospital i was there for 13 half hours in labour and then you were born but i closed my eyes, i
wanted your daddy to see you first and he did we named you cody-ann as cody was the only name we
liked for a boy or girl then the chaplain of the hospital hilary fife came and blessed you we all
cried and we filmed it so we could watch it back someday then it was time to say goodbye and arrange
your funeral.
On 11th July 2005 we held your funeral at streatham crematorium, you had a lovely white coffin which
was pink on the inside, we put photos and teddys and a st christopher in your coffin with you, your
daddy & uncle lee carried your tiny little coffin into the church, we asked your cousin little
danny to right a poem which he read out and we asked aunty sarah to sing spice girls goodbye and
mummy & daddy placed a rose each on your coffin then the curtains were closed while eric
claptons tears in heaven played i sobbed my heart out.
We then went outside to the garden where daddy releassed a dove and i releassed a balloon and it was
there we said so long never goodbye.
You are our little butterfly angel who is now safe in heaven watching over us till we meet again,
you are loved so so so very very much and we miss you everyday and say goodnight to you every night.
sweet dreams our perfect little angel rest in peace love mummy & daddy xxxxx
To our 2nd angel Baby peanut we miss you so much, we thought this time would be different but sadly
it was not meant to be, play happily with ur sister and all the other angels, sweetdreams Peanut
love mummy & daddy xxxxxxx
Remember me
My soul is released in Heaven,
My spirit is in the wind,
I've arrived inside God's kingdom,
In Heaven here with Him.
Inside this place of beauty,
Enchantment always near,
Far past imagination,
This land that has no fear.
Think of me, when butterflies
Are flying everywhere,
I'm singing, dancing, laughing,
Free from earth's despair.
The other side of tomorrow,
Within God's time you'll see,
I know He'll bring you safely home,
Then forever we will be.
Keep a song inside your heart,
And know that I am free,
Do not weep in sorrow,
When you remember me.
To The Child in Our Heart
O precoius tiny sweet little one
you willl always be to us perfect, pure and innocent
just as you were meant to be
we dreamed of you and of your life and all that it would be
we waited and longed for you to come and join our family
we never had a chance to play, to laugh, to rock to wiggle
we long to hold and touch you now and listen to you giggle
I'll always be your mam, he'll always be your dad
you will always be our child, the child that we had.
now you're gone.....and yet you're here
we can sense you everywhere
you are our sorrow and our joy
there's love in every tear
just know that our love goes deep and strong
we'll forget you never
the child we had....but never had
and yet will have forever
WINGS OF AN ANGEL (TO CODY-ANN'S FAMILY)
The wings of an angel
so pure and so white
The wings of an angel
holding you tight
The wings of an angel
caressing your skin
The wings of an angel
keeping the love within
These wings of an angel
are my gift to you
These wings of an angel
will help see you through
MAY THE ANGELS ABOVE
ALWAY'S WATCH OVER YOU X
How do you love a person
Who never got to be,
Or try again to see a face
You never got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one
Who never got to live,
When there's nothing to feel good about
And nothing to forgive?
I love you, darling baby.
You're a person of the wind,
Free to be the memory
Of all that might have been.
I love you, darling baby,
My companion of the night,
Wandering through my lonely hours,
Beautiful and bright.
What does it mean to die before
You ever can be born,
To live the lovely night of life
And never see the dawn?
Ah! My darling baby,
You lived like anyone!
Life's a burst of joy and pain,
And then, like yours, it's done.
I love you, darling baby,
Just as if you'd lived for years.
No more, no less, I think of you,
The angel of my tears.
Thank you so much for your beautiful mesage on my angels its really made my day!! Isn't it amazing how strangers can make you feel on top of the world. We are all united through all our darling angels all playing together in heaven. I'm so sorry for the loss of cody-ann, you loved her so much it shines through. Luv & Hugs.......Karen xxxxxx
shall we tell mummy about a little Angel tale .....
Pennies from heaven x
i found a penny today
laying on the ground
but its not just a penny
this little coin i found
found pennies come from heaven
that's what my grandpa told me
he said angels toss them down
oh, how i loved this story
he said when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down
sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of a frown
So, don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue
It may be a penny from Heaven
That an Angels tossed to you
(grandma faith)
Hope you & my Jamie are snuggled up close tonight sweetheart its a bit chilly xxx
lots of love sweet Angel, next time i find a penny, i shall think of you little Angels being so kind xxxxx
thinking of your mummy always xxxx
Sweet little angel xxxxxxxxx
Thankyou for your lovely message on Amy's Site. I am so very sorry for your loss of your precious little angel, Cody-Ann.
Words cannot describe the pain and hurt which you go through when you lose a much loved and wanted baby. It is truly devastating. It breaks my heart when you see how many parents have lost their little angels, it is just not right. All our precious angels would have been given so much love so why does this happen. Your precious Cody-Ann is now safe in the arms of angels. Cody-Ann, stay close to your loving family as you are so deeply loved and missed. Blow them floaty angel kisses from heaven and at night let your shiny bright star shine down on your family so that they can see you twinkling in the night sky. The love which your family has for you will be growing stronger each and every day within their hearts. Play happily with all your angel friends. I am sending you a floaty kiss and hug sweetheart.
I am thinking of you and your family.
Lisa, if you ever want to email me my email address is dawnjab@hotmail.co.uk. Keep in touch.
Sweetdreams little sweetheart, God bless. Sleep peacefully amongst the floaty clouds.
Lots of love to you all, Dawn xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
AN ANGEL NEVER DIES
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I’ve loved you from the start
Although my body cant hold.
It doesn’t mean I am gone,
This world was worthy, not, of me,
God chose that I move on
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill you arms,
Someday we will embrace,
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes”,
But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache,
I’m watching over all you ,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there
There’ll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you’ll understand
Although I’ve never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An angel never dies….
Sweet little angel xxxxxxxxx
Thankyou for your lovely message on Amy's Site. I am so very sorry for your loss of your precious little angel, Cody-Ann.
Words cannot describe the pain and hurt which you go through when you lose a much loved and wanted baby. It is truly devastating. It breaks my heart when you see how many parents have lost their little angels, it is just not right. All our precious angels would have been given so much love so why does this happen. Your precious Cody-Ann is now safe in the arms of angels. Cody-Ann, stay close to your loving family as you are so deeply loved and missed. Blow them floaty angel kisses from heaven and at night let your shiny bright star shine down on your family so that they can see you twinkling in the night sky. The love which your family has for you will be growing stronger each and every day within their hearts. Play happily with all your angel friends. I am sending you a floaty kiss and hug sweetheart.
I am thinking of you and your family.
Lisa, if you ever want to email me my email address is dawnjab@hotmail.co.uk. Keep in touch.
Sweetdreams little sweetheart, God bless. Sleep peacefully amongst the floaty clouds.
Lots of love to you all, Dawn xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MUMMY
I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Than I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A rainbow lights the way.
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