| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2005 |
| Date of Death | 7/2005 |
| Visitors | 2,229 since 13/03/2007 |
| Creator |
Cody-Ann Tucker
Born asleep on 03/07/2005
19 weeks gestation
Due on 8/11/2005
My Baby Girl (daughter)
Mummy & Daddy
Stillborn
Baby Peanut Tucker
Miscarried on 09/08/2007
8 weeks gestation
Due on 21/03/2008
I never thought i would ever get pregnant as it never seemed to happen then one day i started to
feel sick so my sis inlaw suggested taking a test and so i did, i never imagined it would be
possitive but it was so i took 2 more tests all with the same result POSITIVE.
We were so happy and excited, we couldnt wait to meet you u were so longed for and very very loved,
we saw you on our first scan and u were jumping all around like a little fish we were so happy we
bought scan pics for all the family, everyone was so happy for us they all said i would be a
brilliant mum and Andrew an excellent Dad.
I had no morning sickness or cravings just felt nauseous then we had our second scan we couldnt wait
to find out if you were a boy or girl so we could finally choose a name for my little bump, so
mummy, Daddy, aunty sarah & aunty sharon all bundled into the room waiting to see what sex u
were and that was when the nurse looked at me and said those dreaded words, "i'm sorry to
tell you your babys dead" i couldnt believe it we all started crying, your aunties ran out of
the room crying, mummy & daddy were then shown into another room and told that we would be taken
to the labour ward to take a tablet to induce labour, i didnt understand how this could happen and
now they wanted me to take a tablet which to me felt like they were taking my baby away, if you were
inside me you were still mine to keep but i had to take the tablet and come back in 3 days, that was
awful, i had to go home knowing my baby was dead inside me and that in a few days i had to give
birth. I cried so much, your poor daddy was heartbroken, we all were. So the time came to go into
hospital i was there for 13 half hours in labour and then you were born but i closed my eyes, i
wanted your daddy to see you first and he did we named you cody-ann as cody was the only name we
liked for a boy or girl then the chaplain of the hospital hilary fife came and blessed you we all
cried and we filmed it so we could watch it back someday then it was time to say goodbye and arrange
your funeral.
On 11th July 2005 we held your funeral at streatham crematorium, you had a lovely white coffin which
was pink on the inside, we put photos and teddys and a st christopher in your coffin with you, your
daddy & uncle lee carried your tiny little coffin into the church, we asked your cousin little
danny to right a poem which he read out and we asked aunty sarah to sing spice girls goodbye and
mummy & daddy placed a rose each on your coffin then the curtains were closed while eric
claptons tears in heaven played i sobbed my heart out.
We then went outside to the garden where daddy releassed a dove and i releassed a balloon and it was
there we said so long never goodbye.
You are our little butterfly angel who is now safe in heaven watching over us till we meet again,
you are loved so so so very very much and we miss you everyday and say goodnight to you every night.
sweet dreams our perfect little angel rest in peace love mummy & daddy xxxxx
To our 2nd angel Baby peanut we miss you so much, we thought this time would be different but sadly
it was not meant to be, play happily with ur sister and all the other angels, sweetdreams Peanut
love mummy & daddy xxxxxxx
thank you so much lisa for you kind message, i am so very sorry for your loss of cody-ann, i know exactly how difficult it is it must have been a terrible time for you.
i had scan yesterday all is ok and another boy which was a happy but also sad day brought all of the memorys back with charlie, i hope he is looking after cody-ann up in gods garden and hopefully all playing together along with sweetheart jamie all looking after each other.
thank you so much hope to keep in touch xx
Just because im not here to make a special card or to give you some beautiful flowers to show we care...!!
I send you lil soft heavenly kisses.......! A gentle touch on your teary cheeks.....! I send my love so you can carry on..!
I am with you everyday
in your mind
in your heart
in your life
mine and your soul are as one
I love you so much
never let me go
talk to me mummy
I NEED YOU TOO.....!
Mummy i am happy....! I have soft fluffy clouds to play with our fave teddys you got for me. I send you smiles and happyness when your down........!!
I love you mummy........! will be together as a family one day...!
Never let go I love you xxx
Angel Castle in the sky
Way up in heavens garden
There's a magical castle in the sky
Where god places our little angels,
And teaches them to fly
The girls become sweet princesses,
And dance the day away
The boys are charming prince's
In this wondrous land of play
The castle is made of lollipops
And of all things that are sweet
There's a river made of angels tears,
For them to dip their tiny feet,
The angel tears are not tears of sadness.
They are tears of joy
To see such sights is happiness
For the chosen Angel girl or boy
For as you know, not all angels
Are picked to grace this castle in the sky
Only the tiny cherub prince's and princesses,
And here's the reason why
God has a place for all he takes
And puts them where they he deems
The little cherubs need a world of play
A land filled full of dreams
A place where they can play all day
And slide down rainbows so bright
swing from the stars if they desire
Then light the star lamps up at night
Its now they huddle close together
And some may take a snooze
Only if they wish to
Its up to them to choose
The ones that are not asleep
Are sending down their love
To you, direct from moon beams
They guide from up above
So be happy for your special cherub
From the soft clouds they will never fall
For anything good that they may wish for
Comes true here, anything at all
Its in the castle they will stay
with angels of their kind
until its their turn to open the castle gate
and its their mummy that they find
The only thing that they must do then
whilst waving goodbye to angel friends
Is walk to paradise with mummy
Just beyond the rainbows end.
by Natasha Wright
god bless you little one , my thoughts are with your mummy x
This is a poem that was read out at cody anns funeral
When You Look In To The Sky
When you look into the sky
And see a shining star
Think of me and send a kiss
Im NEVER very far.
When you see the moonlight
Dancing on the sea
Feel a kiss brush on your cheek
That's a kiss from me.
When the sun is bright upon
The fields and there's flowers everywhere
If you look a little closer
You'll see me over there.
When the snow is fulling hard
And sparkling on the ground
Feel the flakes upon your face
And know that im around.
When you see a glistening
Raindrop or the grass all
Covered in dew dont let your heart feel heavy
Just remember I LOVE YOU
So when you're thinking of me
Please dont feel sad
Because i am your special baby
And you are my MUM and DAD x x
Your little Angel is watching over you
I HAVE IN HEAVEN AN ANGEL
WHO SURROUNDS ME WITH HER LOVE,
SHE WATCHES AND SHE GUIDES ME
FROM HER HOME IN HEAVEN ABOVE,
SHE WHISPERS TO ME EACH MORNING
AS SHE GENTLY STROKES MY HAIR,
SHE TELLS ME NOT TO WORRY AND THAT
SHE IS ALWAYS THERE,
I FEEL HER ARMS AROUND ME
I FEEL HER KISS MY FACE,
THE BOND WE HAD ON THIS EARTH TOGETHER
NO ONE ELSE CAN EVER REPLACE,
SHE WAS SENT TO ME FROM HEAVEN
NOT SO LONG AGO,
I LOVED HER AND I RAISED HER!!!
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO,?
I WILL MISS HER DEARLY
UNTIL THE DAY I DIE,
UNTIL THAT DAY I WILL WORSHIP
MY ANGEL IN THE SKY,
SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO HEAVEN
GOODBYE I DID NOT SAY,
I KNOW ITS NOT FOREVER
I WILL BE WITH HER SOME DAY,
SHE WILL WAIT THERE FOR ME
UNTIL THE TIME HAS COME,
SHE WILL TAKE MY HAND IN HERS
AND GENTLY WALK ME HOME.
I know i never got to meet you hun but ive seen your pics and see the video of you geting blessed and your funeral made me so sad i come to your memoral service last summer too..
your mummy misses you loads hun and she will never forget you send mummy loads of kisses so she knows that you are around..
look after my jamie for me hun play togetha till we all meet again...
sweet dreams cody ann you are missed so much
love you hun x x x
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