A flower may die,The sun may set,But Angels like you,We will never forget love Stacey xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Baby is with all the other little ones that have sadly had to leave us .. I wish it were different for us all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
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Im So Sorry For Your Loss I Lost My Baby Cody Stillborn To I Was 18 Weeks Gone My Thoughts Are With You And Your Family Try And Stay Strong x x x
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I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
you found it hard to sleep.
I looked at you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast
I watched you pour your tea,
You were thinking of the many times,
your hands reached out to me.
I was with you at the shops today,
your arms were getting sore.
I longed to help with shopping,
I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today
you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house,
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hand on you,
I smiled and said 'it’s me.'
You looked so very tired
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be
so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty,
'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly,
then smiled, I think you knew,
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.
The day is over...I smile
and watch you yawning,
and say 'goodnight, God bless,
I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
miss you more than anything
Every second of every day,
My heart completely shattered
The day you went away.
I wish that you'd tell me that you're O.K
Thats all I want to hear,
I want to have you near me
I want to feel you near.
I just want to know that you're happy
And that life it does go on,
I'll never stop worrying about you
'cos thats my job as your Mum.
If you can find a way to tell me
Thats all you have to do,
Then I could cope a little easier
Instead of always wondering about you.
Just a few little signs
Thats all I need to see,
Things that only we'd know
It would mean so much to me.
I'll leave you now to think it over
And then hopefully one day,
You'll send me all those little signs
And then i'll know that your ok
When you see a butterfly, dancing colours flying by
A willowy feather rising high,
and a gentle pink rose, soft as a sigh
When a colourful rainbow appears in the sky
You will know, I am standing by
I am still sparkling, I am nearby
The shiniest star you can see in the sky
Like the joy I brought you while I was here
I am glistening inside every tear
I am shining, I am bright, , I am in the light
I am the butterfly, the rainbow and the rose
I am that feather but in different clothes
I am always beside you, each step that you take
I sit and think with you, each decision you make
I walk with you, talk with you and feel you so near
Although you can’t see me, I hold you so dear
I am always with you and will always be there
Every breath that you take, I am in the air
Think of me singing a song so sweet
In a beautiful place where one day we will meet
Till then I am sleeping in heavenly peace
It hurts me, your pain, but please understand
I’m safe and I’m happy, I’m holding your hand
I am always with you
know it’s hard to be with me
When I am still feeling this way
I did not choose for this to happen
It shouldn’t have been this way
It’s been nearly a year now
Since my baby died
But my grief is still real
And cannot be hidden inside
I need you to try and understand me
To acknowledge my feelings that are real
I have lost something too precious
For time to ever heal
I gave birth to my baby
The same way as any other new mum
The strength of my emotions
Are not changed just because he is gone
When I carried my baby
My bond of love formed inside
For weeks I felt him kicking
Reassuring me he was alive
I made room in my life
For my first and only child
But the space was never filled
Because my baby died
I felt the pain of contractions
When he was ready to be born
Although he was not breathing
My love was still just as strong
My body was prepared and ready
To nurture and to care
My breasts full, and seeping milk
For a baby that wasn’t there
My hormones still sent signals
To protect and to hold
But my arms remained empty
His body perfect, but growing cold
Please don’t expect me to forget him
Or to ‘just get on with my life’
There are no ‘fixes to my problem’
Nothing that can be ‘put right’
I may go on to have another baby
But my pain will not be erased
Grief can not be measured
In weeks or in days
My baby was a person
Not a pregnancy that came to an end
Maybe if you had held him
Perhaps you would begin to understand
My child should have been with me
For the rest of my life
Please remember, although he is silent
He still keeps me awake at night
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